So on bad days I miss you, some good days too, but that's only when I associate and think, damn you would have liked this. I guess that's ok, although that weakness makes me so sick...but I do, I really do miss that awsome person I fell in love with, my BFF...but you no longer exist...How much I would give to see you smile, hear you laugh, hear you say honey, hear you say I love you...but you no longer exist...and I hate you for it...